dear cheeky,

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:11:32 PM
haloo. thank god its friday. restday na nako. buti na lang. anyways, another crappy worknight ended (almost 8 pa lang diay). i think im leaving this job. i think im crazy if i do that. my find-another-job leg is itching again. i dont know what triggered it. i think because i am. i am destined to be like this.

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:11:59 PM
never be anyone i dreamed of .

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:16:38 PM
i think im losing focus because im lazy. i wish i was born filthy rich so whenever i fall prey to depression i go out of the country and live among the monks in tibet and get cured instantly.

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:28:32 PM
cured of what? i guess ive recognized the debilitating effect of mild depression as a form of sickness. because i talk to myself too much. because ive always been meditating. meditative. whichever suits your grammar fancy. because i thrive in talking about reality that hurts. because life isn't beautiful and fun as its purported to be. dark and frustrating. because i

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:28:50 PM
am just ranting, so please take this mildly.

[cheeky] 08/04/05 07:29:01 PM
have a nice day :)

love, cheeky