freaky benny experience
yesterday, i experienced another 'soul searching' moment.
this is when i attempt an astral projection of some sort. it never fails to turn into a transitory spiritual awakening afterwards. after seeing myself as another form of entity, i get scared of coming to face with somebody who resembles me that becomes unrecognizable due to a disturbing personality aura radiating all over the background. i soon assess how i have absurdly lived my life and turn to Him in prayer. i wonder how i can prolong the experience enough for me to regularly hear mass again after a two-year hiatus.
spiritual awareness, fortunately, is strongly advocated by few born-again christian organizations in all types of media.books created to discuss this issue are hard to fathom. or, im just plain lazy to go out of my way and start going in that direction. but i found solace in a medium lent to me- the tv, which, through rpn 9, airs benny hinn ministries or bhm.
bennyhinn.org, the official website of bhm, says the group is aimed at "always winning souls to Jesus Christ." i havent met anyone who can attest to this, but, im pretty sure its pastoral leader is enough proof for lost souls who patronize bhm.
benny hinn is a charismatic leader. he's eloquent and looks convincing in a mystical way. his cliche preaching, ironically, drove me at my wits end. i caught him one time praying over his listeners. apparently his praying will alleviate body illlness. i had lower back pains then who knows i might get healed. all of sudden, he was going on and on, mentioning all the body parts he could think of that he bore me. when i grabbed the remote control he caught me by surprise by saying, "wait, wait (what th f_ _ _ _? are you insane?)...you're about to change the channel (freaking a _ _). please listen to this. don't you know you have a lung cancer? (omg!.he is serious.) yes. i can see you. you, in white shirt with a pair of glasses..."
shoot. he almost got me. good thing i have a 20/20 vision; was in a pink top; and named cha. not albert.
this is when i attempt an astral projection of some sort. it never fails to turn into a transitory spiritual awakening afterwards. after seeing myself as another form of entity, i get scared of coming to face with somebody who resembles me that becomes unrecognizable due to a disturbing personality aura radiating all over the background. i soon assess how i have absurdly lived my life and turn to Him in prayer. i wonder how i can prolong the experience enough for me to regularly hear mass again after a two-year hiatus.
spiritual awareness, fortunately, is strongly advocated by few born-again christian organizations in all types of media.books created to discuss this issue are hard to fathom. or, im just plain lazy to go out of my way and start going in that direction. but i found solace in a medium lent to me- the tv, which, through rpn 9, airs benny hinn ministries or bhm.
bennyhinn.org, the official website of bhm, says the group is aimed at "always winning souls to Jesus Christ." i havent met anyone who can attest to this, but, im pretty sure its pastoral leader is enough proof for lost souls who patronize bhm.
benny hinn is a charismatic leader. he's eloquent and looks convincing in a mystical way. his cliche preaching, ironically, drove me at my wits end. i caught him one time praying over his listeners. apparently his praying will alleviate body illlness. i had lower back pains then who knows i might get healed. all of sudden, he was going on and on, mentioning all the body parts he could think of that he bore me. when i grabbed the remote control he caught me by surprise by saying, "wait, wait (what th f_ _ _ _? are you insane?)...you're about to change the channel (freaking a _ _). please listen to this. don't you know you have a lung cancer? (omg!.he is serious.) yes. i can see you. you, in white shirt with a pair of glasses..."
shoot. he almost got me. good thing i have a 20/20 vision; was in a pink top; and named cha. not albert.
posted by aquacifist
i'm a smalltown girl morphing my way in as techie in a call center industry; i'm the internet world's version of a burger flipping crew;
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home